There are many people judged him as a poseur and a big lie because there were no any evidences that shown that he is real. Honestly, I was about to give up because of those issues I hear from other else but there's a voice inside my heart to hold. I don't know how it happened but I just realized that I really love him. I really do and I can't cut the rope that we have between us because there was already a foundation that has been built. The feelings were so strong.

I never expect that we would go this far because we just started on a social networking site by a common friend and then magic happened. Before, I never believed in love as a form of magic because the only principle I have in my mind about love is that it follows a systematic process. Like for example, it must be friends for so long, mutual understanding, long term courtship and then the relationship begins. Well, actually that is what I used to do during my past relationships. Maybe that was the reason why it failed.

Just like normal couples, we fight and we make up. We fight then we make up. We fight then we make up and so on. I guess that's normal but what I love about our relationship is that we can't stand to get angry for so long that would really take for a day or for a week. We don't want to sleep without making up from the little fight we have.

I love him so much and this is the most wonderful feeling I have despite having high grades. I want to live my life while I am still alive with him. He is the great person I ever met.